God has used my writing this week to speak to me and help me work through letting go of some things. For example, my many devotion email subscriptions. As I shared with you in my last blog post I recently had COVID. One of the lingering symptoms for me has been what is called COVID brain fog. I am still struggling with focusing or concentrating for long periods of time. As I have gotten back into my morning devotion routine I have continued to have difficulty reading all the devotions that I usually read. For several weeks I felt guilty that I wasn’t able to get it all read. However, this week God has reminded me that He doesn’t have a prescribed formula that He expects for our time together. Those expectations were made by me and God’s love for me is not based on how many devotions I read every day. In the song we have be breaking apart this week, “Truth Be Told”, Matthew West sings, “Can I really stand here unashamed knowin’ that your love for me won’t change? Oh God if that’s really true then let the truth be told.” Romans 5:8 says, “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” NIV
As I said, I receive many devotional emails. Over time I have kept adding more and more. My unread emails have accumulated over the last few weeks and sometimes have reached over 100 in my primary email. That causes me to be anxious when I look at my phone and see all those unread emails. Through my writing this week, God has allowed me to let go and get back to the basics. So tomorrow when I am able to sit and study a little longer, I will also set time aside to go through all of my emails and unsubscribe to most of them. I am still praying about which ones to let go of but I know I have to cut my list significantly. The point is I had to be open to God telling me the truth this week. I had to be open and listen.
How about you? Is there an area of your life that God is speaking to you about? Are you looking at other’s lives and making expectations for how your life should look? Is God wanting you to open your eyes and heart for the truth to be told? Today I encourage you to find a time that you can sit and listen to God. You don’t need a devotion book or email for this time. Just go back to the basics of just you and God. Be still and quiet and allow God to speak the truth to you.
Below is a list of most of the devotionals I receive each day. All of them are wonderful. Maybe one of them is just what you are looking for.
First Things First by Christine Caine
Proverbs 31 Ministries
Daily Hope with Rick Warren
Devotional Daily
Girlfriends in God
Steven Furtick 1 minute motivation
Chocolate & God
Tony Evans


