#Inadequatetoabundant
Daily I practice journaling my 5 gratitude’s and my 10 dreams. Since October 2019, one of my journaled dreams was to become a 240 position at GCSD. I couldn’t fathom how quickly God was working behind the scenes, making a way for me. Isa 43:19 NIV “See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland”.

I previously had been at 210 position, meaning I had summers off. In December 2019 my dream came true. Since January, I have been transitioning into my new 240 position. Meanwhile, I had signed up to take three classes this semester. What was I thinking? I didn’t realize when I made this decision that I would not only start a new position in January but that my Dad would pass away in January as well. This has been and continues to be the most difficult season in my life.
I will be completely transparent in that I am struggling to pass all three classes. This past week Toby Mac posted a quote by Chuck Swindoll that expressed my roller coaster of emotions. I believe that Satan would like for me to feel unqualified to take on three classes, start a new position, and find time to grieve over my Dad’s passing. I am more confident that these feelings of being unqualified, uneducated, untrained, under-gifted, and unworthy are the exact qualifications God is looking for to make a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.
I cling to these two promises:
Phil 1:6 “Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus”.
Rom 8:28 “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose”.
I leave you with this; is there an area in your life that you feel unqualified? God can change those feelings of inadequacies into an abundant mindset. It is essential that we counteract Satan by putting on a full armor of scripture and keep moving forward through the battlefield of our minds.