#Overwhelmed by Deborah Ard
OVERWHELMED! That is what I felt. Completely overwhelmed! I was in the throes of completing my National Board Recertification on top of my normal life duties of wife, mother, active church member, and my job as a teacher. I felt like I was drowning. I felt like there was no end in sight and that the tasks before me were impossible.
Because I felt so overwhelmed, I started praying for God’s strength and guidance. Then I texted several friends that are prayer warriors and explained my stress. They all gave me loving and encouraging words. One dear friend said, “Deep breath…breathe in Jesus and breathe out that stress!” So I did. And as I breathed in Jesus I poured out my stress to Him. I told Him how much I had to do, as if He didn’t know. I told Him it was impossible and He said yes it is impossible on your own. I wondered why in the world did I sign up for this National Board process anyway and He told me to remember. Remember how this journey began. And so I thought back to the beginning of my recertification process.
One day during the last day of January, I knew the time was growing near for me to register for the recertification process so I decided to check the website. When I opened the page I nearly fainted. The last day to sign up and pay the $1200 registration fee was January 31st, less than a week away. My husband and I had planned on using some of our tax refund money for the fee. But where in the world would I come up with that much money now. At that moment I was overwhelmed with worry. I immediately sent a text to a pastor friend who sent back, “God’s got this!” Her words of assurance comforted me and gave me peace. At that moment I knew that God would handle the details if this was His will. Later that evening a friend sent a group text to myself and others inviting our families to have dinner at their house in a couple days. At that moment I shared with them my news of needing to come up with $1200 in a rush and asked them to pray for guidance. In a few short minutes one of those friends sent me a private message offering to let me borrow the funds until we received our tax refund. OVERWHELMED! That is what I felt. Completely overwhelmed! I knew right then that this text was an answer to prayer. And she shared with me that accepting the money was an answer to her prayer as she had prayed earlier in the week for an opportunity to use this money to help someone. What an awesome way God had answered both our prayers!
And so this is how I began my recertification process. Overwhelmed by God’s mighty provision. Now I was overwhelmed by the circumstances of finishing the process along with being Mama, Wife, Church Member, and Teacher. As I breathed in Jesus, He reminded me of how He is always with me and how He always provides. He reminded me of a story in the Bible where His people were overwhelmed by circumstances. Please take a moment to read 2 Chronicles 20:1-27. In this story Jehoshaphat is facing an ominous battle and he receives word from God by way of Jahaziel in 2 Chronicles 20:15, “Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the Lord says to you, ‘Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s.’”
The next day Jehoshaphat appointed men to sing and praise the Lord for His holiness. And the Lord did the rest. He defeated the enemy. Jehoshaphat and his people were once overwhelmed by what they faced, but through their obedience, faith and trust, God defeated the opposition and His people were overwhelmed by His mighty actions and enduring love. That is what God wants for all of us. He wants us to turn over control to Him. He wants us to surrender to Him. He wants us to be overwhelmed, not by circumstances of life, but by Him. We are to be overwhelmed by His mighty love and goodness.
How about you? Are you feeling overwhelmed? Are you feeling as if you cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel of your circumstances? God wants you to remember too. Reflect and remember His faithfulness throughout your life. Remember how He is always with you. Remember how He always provides. Stop holding on so desperately to control. Surrender to Him. Have faith. Trust Him. Reach out to Christian friends for support and encouragement. And be overwhelmed by Him! His love endures forever!
P.S. I did complete the work for my National Board Recertification and submitted it on time. And now I must be patient, have faith and trust as I await results in November
#Prayer #Breathe by Julie Wicker
Father,
As I enter into your Holy ground
I invite your Holy Spirit, you are welcome here
I take a few deep breathes, breathe you in and breathe out my stress
Yawyeh……Yawyeh…..Yawyeh
And I find rest
I touch the hem of your garment and I find healing
You invite me to your table and meet me at my brokenness
As I go about my day today
Go before me and lead the way
Walk beside me and be my friend
Fall behind me and cover me with your grace
As I fall short, I will seek your face and know that I am made for more
In the name of Jesus
Amen
#Worship
